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Growing up in an Evangelical home, I recall my parents occasionally lamenting the defection of a recent convert. In some cases they had spent months, even years, evangelizing and teaching new Christians only to have some of them return their old ways of life.

This puzzled me. How could they leave the truth? Why? As a child so much seemed clear to me: the existence of God, the uniqueness of Jesus Christ, the reality of sin, and the need for salvation. Now, older and hopefully wiser, I find that I am more sympathetic and, yet, just as puzzled.

The seemingly clear vision of youth, inevitably tested, either dims or deepens. The way and the why of how faith comes, goes, withers, or grows is a mystery. But that doesn’t make for easy excuses. Rather, by God’s grace, the lessons of life can provide reason for greater faith and hope. But the theological virtues of faith and hope can be fragile, just as the desires and secrets of the human heart can be elusive.

In Bible College I became friends with Ben, a brilliant student with a passion for learning and for truth. We talked, prayed, laughed, and cried together, sharing our passion for Jesus Christ. We discussed our common love for art and literature, and Ben introduced me to the work of great authors, including Walker Percy, the Catholic novelist.

Today, Ben is not a Christian. Following Bible College he moved to London, earning a doctorate in philosophy. Out of touch for a while, we reconnected through the Internet and e-mail. Both of us were walking away from Evangelicalism: I was on the path to Rome and he was on the road to doubt. He began to openly scoff at the doctrine of the Trinity and the historical validity of much of the Bible.

Distance and sporadic correspondence made it difficult to gauge what was transpiring in Ben’s life. Then, after another long silence, he e-mailed, his bitterness obvious: he was getting divorced. Soon thereafter, he flatly stated: "I am no longer a Christian." He added: "While no longer holding to the dogma of Christianity, this is not because I wish to deny its claims, but merely because I am not swayed by them."

What had happened? How could Ben leave the truth? His faith, so vibrant years before, had died.

Two years ago I met Bob and Susan, a young couple who had walked a long, tortured path in a short amount of time. They attended an Evangelical Bible college together, married, then inexplicably, in the midst of personal crisis, embraced Wiccan. After two years they returned to Protestantism, but flirted with Judaism and Eastern religions.

Then, dramatically, they decided upon Catholicism. But on the cusp of entering the Church they began doubting the validity of Vatican II and Church’s ecumenical endeavors. At the last moment they changed their minds and became Catholic. But six months later they began attending a Society of St. Piux X parish, explaining to bewildered friends that had found the "true Church." For whatever reason Bob and Susan cannot fully embrace and hold onto the gift of faith.

As an apologist it’s easy to think of an endless list of reasons to be Christian. As a convert I know arguments why the Catholic Church is the true Church of Christ. But while faith and reason are not enemies, faith is ultimately a gift, a grace. And the cares of the world, fear, bitterness, and pride eat away at that precious gift.

Pride is often the strongest enemy of faith. Once humility and gratitude are trampled down, the temptation to rely on our natural abilities begins to swell. But the human mind and heart are dark without the supernatural light of faith. "We walk by faith, not by sight," writes Saint Paul. That doesn’t mean life is easy, but it makes eternal life possible.



(This column originally appeared as "Only Words" in October 2004 in National Catholic Register and is reprinted with permission.)



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G.K. Chesterton (1874-1936) was one of the finest Christian authors and apologists of the past two hundred years. Raised as an agnostic, he embraced Christianity as a young man, ultimately entering the Catholic Church in 1922. He wrote hundreds of essays, as well as novels, short stories, poetry, apologetics, literary criticism, and nearly everything else imaginable. Dale Ahlquist, president and co-founder of the American Chesterton Society and author of G.K Chesterton: Apostle of Common Sense, writes, "Chesterton was equally at ease with literary and social criticism, history, politics, economics, philosophy, and theology. His style is unmistakable, always marked by humility, consistency, paradox, wit, and wonder. His writing remains as timely and as timeless today as when it first appeared, even though much of it was published in throw away paper." Read more about the life and work of this remarkable thinker, author, and apologist.



Confessions of an Ex-Feminist
by Lorraine V. Murray


Confessions is the honest and heart-rending account of a woman who was born into a Catholic family, attended parochial schools and fully embraced the beliefs of her faith, but ran into major roadblocks in college. Amidst the radical feminist college environment of the 1960's, she lost her faith, and her morality, jumping aboard the bandwagon of "free love." She indulged in a series of love relationships in college, all of which crashed and burned. Despite the obvious contradiction between feminist teachings and her own experience, Murray still believed she had to free herself from the yoke of tradition. Attaining a doctorate in philosophy, with an emphasis on the feminist writings of Simone de Beauvoir, Murray taught philosophy in college. For many years, she launched a personal vendetta against God and the Catholic Church in the classroom, trying to persuade students that God did not exist, mocking values Catholics hold dear, and touted feminism as the cure for many social ills. When she discovered she was pregnant, Murray followed the route that feminists offer as a solution for unmarried women. Much to her surprise, her abortion was a shattering emotional experience, which she grieved over for years. It was the first tragic chink in her feminist armor.

Read more about Confessions of an Ex-Feminist, or read an excerpt from the book.










 
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